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justfornow ([personal profile] justfornow) wrote2010-12-13 04:32 am

And that's the story

 

Things to do at 4:30 in the morning when sleep cannot be had: 
1. Facebook stalk your exes. 
2. Proceed to laugh when you see they still write shitty poetry about you.
3. Promptly feel like shit.
4. Contemplate the universe.
5. Angst about paying for college.
6. Day (night?) dream about a boy who lives a million miles away.
7. Figure out that it's actually 6977 miles, not a million (even though it might as well be).
8. Read another chapter of Winnie-the-Pooh.
9. Come to the conclusion that A.A. Milne was a genius.
10. Make a mental step-by-step list of everything needing to be done the following day.
11. Take a shower.
12. Freeze.
13. Be thankful that at least we haven't had any earthquakes lately. 

[identity profile] raindropfloss.livejournal.com 2010-12-13 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
If I had the money, I'd say we need to transfer you to Georgia like, now. Sweetheart :/

[identity profile] untiltimeends.livejournal.com 2010-12-13 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I really, really wish. :/ Unfortunately, I still have a lot of stuff I have to do here. Like run a newspaper.

I'm not having a mental breakdown, I swear. lol

*hugs*

[identity profile] raindropfloss.livejournal.com 2010-12-13 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Right. Responsibilities. Those suck.

Okay, well... OKAY. But ily.

[identity profile] untiltimeends.livejournal.com 2010-12-13 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
yes. They do. Otherwise I'd just be a bird and fly away - or some other terrible metaphor.

ily2. <3 A lot. And I really probably AM having some kind of breakdown. But it's a weird one. I'll be ok. For sure.

[identity profile] raindropfloss.livejournal.com 2010-12-13 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs tight* <333

[identity profile] venacavaa.livejournal.com 2010-12-14 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Facebook should not allow people to view their exes' profiles. It's just painful.

Angsting about college = number one reason I never sleep.

Hope you're well. ♥

[identity profile] untiltimeends.livejournal.com 2010-12-14 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I know. I really shouldn't do it. Unfortunately all my exes (even the ones I have defriended) still have public profiles. And it is just so tempting. Especially on sleepless nights. Somehow it should just not be possible.

God. Right? It's just so ridiculous. I think I just really need to get used the fact that I am going to be in debt for the rest of forever. I''m mostly just worried that if I don't get into where I want, my life will be over.

I am. <3 You too, bb.