Never say goodbye

[justfornow]

I have officially decided to take a break from LJ for an indefinite amount of time. Knowing me, it'll probably last two days but I'm hoping it will be for longer. I've come to the realization that I've grown too attached to this place, come to rely on it too much as a way to get my emotions out there when really I should probably keep those things to myself. The world doesn't need to know. And then when KJ... left it really hurt and again I realized just how codependent I've become to this place.

As a way to try to get away from that, I started writing in my personal journal again, writing real life things like I've been writing on here for the last couple months - and it feels good. 

But I also need to do this for other reasons. I have a boyfriend who I love and with whom I only have a couple months left before we go off to separate universities and I want to be able to spend as much time with him as possible. I will also hopefully be working a lot to save up money for school next fall. (I just got back from registering for classes and I really, really feel like University of Nebraska is the best choice I could have made. It's so exciting.)

On top of that, I finally got my iPhone, which is totally amazing. And it really has all the internet I need on it, along with a lot of other stuff. So I'm really hoping to be spending as little time physically on my computer as possible.

Even though I will be leaving for awhile, though, if any of you ever need anything or want to talk, a lot of you have my phone number or the best e-mail to reach me at is lightcatastrophe@gmail.com.

I love you guys a lot - and I WILL be back. Stay in touch.

Comments

[itsavinylday.livejournal.com]

Danny. You have an iPhone?! I don't know why I still don't have your number, hun. My life feels sorta empty whenever I don't talk to you, KJ, or Kelly. And shiz, I'm not really on LJ much these days, but I still wanna talk to you guys forever.

[untiltimeends.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I splurged and bought one. Lol. For some reason, I think I have your number. I'll check and then you should possibly expect a text later today? I really miss talking to you.

[itsavinylday.livejournal.com]

I'm totally okay with this. I mean, I don't know what apps you have for iPhone, but there's a few out there that let you text for free if you have internet and stuff.

;__;
I fail at keeping in touch sometimes. And it's partly tumblr's fault, because it's taken over my life. But yeah, I eagerly await your text! <3

[brokenheart05.livejournal.com]

Sweetness on the iphone! Have a ton of fun w/ your b/f!

♥ Have a good hiatus. I will miss your entries but look forward to your return! :)

[untiltimeends.livejournal.com]

Thanks a bunch. Love you, bb. <3

[delightful-mess.livejournal.com]

:( i'm sad to see you leave but it's good to know that it's not forever. and i can totally understand your reasons. :)

also, iphone, yeah! i'm still debating whether i should get a blackberry or iphone when i get back home. the new iphone is so pretty in white! :D

alright, have enjoy the hiatus and your time with mark. i'm looking forward to reading your posts again. :)